What is it about Christianity that scares you?
Obviously it does else you would not get so defensive or act so vehemently against a simple Google or Facebook posting, or when you encounter the name of God or Jesus in the public square.
What about other entities that you don't believe in - do you get this way to those that believe or endorse the concept of a Santa Claus, or an Easter Bunny, or even against Satanists? Probably not, so why the vile attitude against Jesus believers?
It's because deep inside you know that there is a God and you think that you can curse Him away, but He was, He is, and He will always be.
And He loves you because you are His creation.
"Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace. The mind governed by the flesh is hostile to God; it does not submit to God’s law, nor can it do so. Those who are in the realm of the flesh cannot please God."
(Romans 8:5-8)
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